Time again!

Oh no, it's that time of year again. Time for the Eem cup in basketball. Swedens biggest basketball cup, and of course Majas team are in it. Which means that it's gonna be basketball around the clock this weekend. I hate it! One game here or there I don't mind but now it really is around the clock. Early mornings and late nights all weekend. Today they will meet up at 1.30 pm for the first game. Lucky for me they only have one game today. Then after it ends we will go home and get something for a quick dinner, then down town for the official opening ceremony at 8 pm and it ends at 9.30 pm. Then it's just home and go to bed because tomorrow the alarm sounds at 6 am. Like I said, I hate it.

But before then we are gonna spend the day at the internship. It will be fine. Yesterday the boss wanted to talk to me, she was wondering how I felt it was going and stuff like that and I took the change to ask her about my vacation. I can take it when ever I want so I took weeks 28, 29, 30, 31. The first week the kids are away with their dad so it will just be me and J. At first I was gonna work that week but then I thought that it can be nice with some alone time just him and me without the kids.

After the internship I'm going to the store before I go home and wait for Leo to quit. After that Kalle is coming to pick us up and takes us to the first game. Or we would never be there on time. Plus we are at a new place and I don't know the way.

Friday feeling

I was so tired today as well when the alarm started to sound. So when that happend I stayed in bed for a while. To be in bed next to J is the best that is. Nothing is better than that.

Yesterday I cleaned the bathroom so now there isn't much that needs to be done here. I'm gonna vaccum and scrub the floors. That's it. Then we are ready for saturday and Majas birthdayparty.

But before I can do all of that I have a day at my internship that I need to do. I like it so much there and it feels like I'm in the right place. Sure, not everything is super fun, but when is it ever? But if you look at the big picture it's fun and that is what makes it worth it to get up early every morning.

Morning coffee at the internship

Will there even be a new blog?

Oh God how tired I am. We were in bed talking last night, me and J, as we often do. So the time just went flying by before we got to sleep. So I took my sleeping pills late and I can still feel the effect of them. So for the moment everything is a bit fuzzy.

That whole thing with looking for a design didn't go great. I spent hours looking and couldn't find a single one. Not even one to use as a ground to keep building on. And even though I seached for free designs I almost only found ones that costs and that won't happen. I won't pay $50-$70 for a design, that's just how it is. So worst case I will stay here on blogger. But I prefer Wordpress any day of the week. And do my own design is not an option. Sure, I could probably change how wide it is and stuff like that but nothing else. I was so disappointed.

Friday today and the last day at my internship for this week. Sure, I like it there, but it's so nice to have time off. Now I enjoy it more than when I just was home every day doing nothing. I look forward to the weekends in a whole new way.

The only bad thing is that the munchkins are going to their dad for the weekend and then it will be empty, silent and boring at home. But you just have to the the best of if and sleep in and stuff like that.

After my internship I'm going down town. The munchkins needs more socks, as always. I don't understand where theirs are going. Leo refuses to wear socks but at the community youth center he has to. Then I know that there were something else I was gonna buy, but I forgot what it was. We'll see if I can remember it when I get down there.

Then I will take the bus to the grocery store and shop for the weekend. I think I will buy a chicken salad for dinner today. J and I was talking about it last night and I wanted one so bad. Yes, I think I will today.

Munchkin,  you will be missed 

An exciting adventure

How nice it was to get to sleep in. I woke up when J put his arm around me. I first woke up at 8 am and went out for a smoke, but managed to get back to sleep after. Then I slept until the worlds best boyfriend woke me up. 

Today we are going with Kalle to ÖoB to shop and after he is gonna color my hair. I'm gonna see if we can stop at the grocery store on our way back so I can get dinner as well. It will be todays exciting adventure. Since today is waffle day here in Sweden (yes, we have days for everything) that is what we are having for dinner, the munchkins made me. And I was gonna do meatballs and pasta since I feel lazy and tired today. 

The intership was so boring yesterday. Usually when I'm done in the kitchen I help Lisbeth in the archive but she was away yesterday. I still had stuff I could do in her office but she had locked her door so I couldn't get in. So I sat in one of the couches in the kitchen and play with my phon. Update Facebook, Instagram and Twitter. Update Facebook, Instagram and Twitter. Over and over again. She came back 15 minutes before my next shift in the kitchen begun so the only thing we had time to do was go through the mail. What saved me that hour I spent in the kitchen doing nothing was the enormous bowl of easter candy that was on the table.

In need of an e-book reader

Yesterday was such a slow day. Between 3 pm and 5.30 pm when it was time to start dinner I had nothing to do and was mostly watching tv and playing on my phone. I really need to buy more books so I have something to read. I got plenty of books, but it's only unfinished series and I refuse to start reading them until I have all the books.

Today won't be that boring I hope. Since it's friday it's time to changes all the towels, I'm gonna do laundry and when the munchkins quit school we are gonna go grocery shopping for the weekend. Oh God how I can't wait for a good sleep in, when the alarm doesn't start sounding at 7 am. 

After we been to the grocery store I'm just gonna do nothing. I have a good amount of e-books on the computer I should move to my phone. The problem is that I hate to read on my phone, I prefer an e-book reader. But since I don't have one I have to take what I have.

My company for this afternoon

It's finally time!

Oh God what a night I had. At first I had a dream that J was cheating on me. I woke up around 5 am and had a smoke. Then when I finally got back to sleep I had a dream that he broke up with me insted. No one was happier than me when the alarm finally sounded and I got away from all those dreams. 

Today is friday and my friday feeling is gone. The munchkins are going to their dad for the weekend and it will be so empty at home. But at 1 pm I have an appointment to get my nails done and after that I'm heading over to my friend Sara. The computer is coming with me, she thinks that I don't blog enough. But it's hard writing a blog post besides the ones I write every morning when nothing ever happens to write about. Since I have a desktop it's kind of hard to take that with me so I'm gonna borrow Leos laptop. It's my old one he got when I fixed this one. But I won't tell him, what he doesn't know can't hurt him haha.

It's really about time I'm getting my nails done, finally time. Mine has gotten so long and ugly, I don't do them as often as I should. But it always feels like there is better things to spend that money on. But no, I wouldn't survive without my nails.

Then after I'm finished at Sara it's back home to put om some clean sheets, if I don't have time to do that before I leave. I need to take a shower and shave my legs as well before it's time to go. I need to do the laundry when I get home. The sheets after I made the beds I always try to take care of the same day because they take up so much space in the laundry basket.

I can't lose you

Today the phone woke me up, it was my case worker. He was just gonna inform me that so far he haven't had any luck with my internship. We continue to keep our fingers krossed.

Yesterday J was just in time for Mob Wives. And he had chocolate for me. How cute is that? I had just finished mine. After Mob Wives Kalle went home and me and J went to bed to continue to watch my tv shows. Hells Kitchen among other shows.

Today is friday. But we have had a friday feeling all week since the kids are on a break from school. But still, fridays are special. I have decided that we are having chicken for dinner today, I have wanted it all week and it didn't get any better when they made it on Hells Kitchen. So chicken it is! Besides that we are getting some chips and candy since the weekend is coming up.

Just a few days left

God I'm tired and we went to bed at a reasonable time last night. Before it was 11 pm.

I didn´t get to many minutes in bed yesterday after the munchkins and J hade left before the doorbell rang. Just my luck! De come to fix something with the radiators so I had to get out of bed. Insted I made some coffee I had in front of the computer. 

Today I´m going shopping with J and a friend after J is done at school. We are meeting up down town. I need to buy a new pen (I only buy one kind), something for the spices because right now they are just standing on the bench next to the stove and then I need to buy a new frame for my picture of Chester Bennington. It broke during the start of the renovation, one of the handymen broke it. But it´s my own fault, we were suposed to empty the walls but I forgot to take it down. Then I think we would end the whole shopping thing with a coffee. 

Then it´s time to get home and unpack everything, have a shower and shave my legs. They are coming to clean the bathroom today so after that I can have a long shower and enjoy my own shower. Now it's just the bath tub and the washing machine and then everything is done. Then I can finally get the cats home!

Finally friday

Everything went great at Leos parent teacher meeting. He will be practicing his handwriting and division. Besides that he is ahead of where he should be. He has also stoped sitting under his desk that he did sometimes to be alone. 

After the meeting I went home to Linda for a coffee, it was to long ago. She was nice enough to have bought me some presents. A citchen clock with a timer and a shredder. We had coffee, smoked to much and had a really great time. It was good to hear her laugh.

I got home just in the for when the munchkins came home. Then I'm not sure what I did. Oh, I talked to my cousin on the phone! Maja had her practice so she ate before us so it was only Leo and I at dinner.

Later Kalle came over and we watched Mob wives together as always. When he left me and J went to bed and watched Hells kitchen and Baby daddy. Even an episode of the swedish show Andra avenyn. Not really my favorite show. But if J can stand watching my shows I have to watch his.

Today is gonna be a nice and quiet day. I' gonna go back to bed after everyone leaves at 8 am. It will be nice to get some more sleep.

When Leo comes home from school we are gonna go down to the showers, he needs a shower. Oh god how I miss my bathroom and want it back. Then when Maja comes home we are going grocery shopping for the weekend. Then home and do nothing until it's time to make dinner. For once I know what we are gonna eat; chicken. I have promised the munchkins that.

Date night

Nope, it didn't work changing the router. I'm so sick of this. It all ended with my connecting to my new stuff from my internet provider and it has worked this far. So since none of the things we tried has worked I'm getting my old router back and returning the new one. I can do a lot more fun things for that money. 

Tonight me and J are going to the movies. We are gonna see Daddy's home. The munchkins are going to their dad for the weekend so we thought we are gonna have some fun. But it's starting kind of late so we won't have much time left when we get home before we are going to bed. But on the other hand we are child free and is not getting up early tomorrow so we can be awake a bit longer and sleep tomorrow. 

But before then I have some things to do. I need to change the sheets, get ready, do the dishes and some other stuff. Oh, how fun.

Not a good day

Yesterday was not a good day. Me and J were really at odds and I was so frustrated and sad that he wouldn't even try to see it from my point of view. Until evening when we were in bed watching Hells Kitchen. He apologized and said that he had been thinking and now understood what I was saying and that he would respect that.

Today I'm gonna spend the evening by myself, the first for a long time. J is going out with a friend. He haven't done that in a long time so I hope he has a really good time. But he would come here after and sleep here. Good, good, Lilith doesn't like to sleep alone.

But before night time comes I have some other stuff to do. We are going grocery shopping for the weekend when the munchkins get home from school so I have to think of something to eat, I'm gonna get myself ready and then I have to do the dishes after breakfast. Bleh.

But tomorrow Kalle would try to fix so that we can use the dishwasher again so soon I can hopefully put away the dish rack and enjoy my dishwasher.

Alone time in bed under the blanket

I hope something will happen

Finally friday! The last day with all the noice at home before the weekend when there will be peace and quiet. Almost to quiet since the munchkins are going to their dad for the weekend so it will be just me and J at home.

Today I'm meeting with my new case worker. My old one quit so I got a new one. Good! Mine has had over a year to find and internship but nothing has happend. That's not ok. I hope something happens soon. At 1 pm we are meeting at the library.

I had to call the janitor about it beeing so cold here. Tonight we had 15 degrees celcius in the beedroom. No radiators is on in the whole apartment. And it has been like that the whole time. Lucky for us we got a termo blanket to put over the sheets and that we are sleeping close to each other. I love to spoon.

Maja didn't go to her basketball practice yesterday. She coughs almost the whole time and has a sore throat. And there will be no physical education for her today either.

Finally friday

Good morning everybody! Or, is there such a thing as a good morning?

Friday today! God, I love it. At the moment I'm waiting for the munchkins to have breakfast. After that it's time for them to get ready. When they have left for school I think I'm getting back in to bed for a while.

Getting back in bed next to J. He's in there sleeping. I tried to wake him up a little while back but he refused so I had to get up by myself. I guess he will be sleeping for a few more hours.

When I get back up It's time to get ready and wait for the munchkins to get back home, Maja gets off school at 2.30 pm. When they get back home it's time to go the store and get some chips for tonight and candy for tomorrow and hamburgers for dinner. Then back to do som stuff at home waiting for it to be evening.

Tonight the munchkins and J are watching swedish Idol. Me, I hate that show so I'm getting back in bed and watching Vampire Diaries and Originals.

My little munchkin

It has been a week

Friday woho! Not that it makes any differens when you are on summer break but some friday feeling is always nice.

There really isn't that much to write about since all days looks the same at the moment. Since it's friday we are gonna go buy some chips and candy for the weekend later on. First I'm having a shower and do som stuff at home. And figure out what to eat. The ususal every day problem.

Tonight J is coming over to watch a movie. He has been sleeping here for a week now and Lilith loves it. It's so nice not to sleep alone. Plus how nice it is to sit on the couch at night and cuddle.

Another one who likes to cuddle on the couch

When you don't have any kids at home

My oh my, I woke up early today, before 9 am. That 's early for being me during summer break. But then again I went to bed before midnight.

Today Lilith will be child free for the weekend! Leo is going to his dad and Maja is going to my mother. So what are Lilith gonna do for fun? First of all I'm going to vacuum and do laundry. Then sometime tonight J is coming over. We are gonna watch a movie and cuddle. 

Yesterday we went down town to the park festival to listen to some music. Not my type of music but Leo liked it. It's the kind of music playing on the radio, so not my style.

Let's go out

The best thing about no kids at home is the way I sleep. I sleep so good when it's just me. Today I slept until 10.40 am.

The movie yesterday was great. And it was in 3D and that made it even better. I give it 3 out of 5. Kalle was nice enough to take me home after.

Today we are going out to the pub to listen to some metal and have a good time. We are, as always, going to the rock  bar. The only place that we go to.

But before that I have some cleaning to do and taking a shower.

Let's party!

I couldn't sleep last night so I slept in this morning insted. And so did Leo. He didn't fall a sleep untill 11 pm last night.

Today is going to be a great day. Leo is going to his dad, and Maja is going to my mom for the weekend. Woho! Of course we will go out tonight. And by us I mean me, Kalle and my little brother. The weather is great so we will sit outside at the pub and just chill. I can't wait.

But before that I have stuff to do. I need to do some cleaning, laundry and have a shower. My mom is picking up Maja after work so I have to be ready until then. Because then it's party time!

Given up

I'm so tired today so I stayed in bed until 7.45 am. And I usually get up at 6.30 am.

Today I'm meeting up with my case worker at 10 am to talk about my internship. What places she can call and so on. After that I will have to find something to do until 12.30 pm when the tattoo place opens. I'm gonna go and see how much my next tattoo will cost, and maybe book an appointment. As usual it will be something that has to do with music. Something from the song Given Up by Linkin Park.

Then it's home to do some cleaning as usual. And wait for Maja to come home from school so we can go to the store and do some grocery shopping for the weekend. I have no idea what to eat. I hope she does.

Just another friday

No school today so I got to sleep until 8.30 am. Then I had to get up to get Leo to have breakfast and get ready for the community youth center where his dad will pick him up later today. He's going to his dad for the weekend and are coming home on monday.

Then I'm going on a powerwalk, Maja can manage on her own until I get back. I'm only gone for an hour or so. Then we will go to the store to get something to eat for the weekend. So I'll have to think of something to eat. I think we'll have pizza tomorrow. So then I only have to think of something for today.

Later on Kalle is coming over to help Maja with her new computer she bought yesterday. They did most of it yesterday but there are still some stuff left to do.

When there is nothing to write about

I guess I took a break again, without thinking about it. It happens when there is nothing to write about. Not that I have that much to write about now.

Friday today and I need it so bad. I'm so, so tired. Yesterday I took a nap for 3 hours and that never happens. I can't sleep during the day. But yesterday I could.

Later my cousin is coming over with her two kids. She was over two days ago as well. I always have a lot of fun with her. That's why I talk to her every day on the phone. We talk for about 6-8 hours every day.

My mom is coming over as well after work. We forgot Leos easter egg when we were there for easter so she is coming over with it. It's gonna be a full house here. I like it.