A great night

God what a fun night we had last night, I laughed until my stomach hurt. It was me, J, Kalle, my little brother and our cousin. And as always when me, my little brother and our cousin is in the same place there is lots of laughter. Me and J left around 1 am. By then Kalle and my cousin had already left.

This morning I woke up at 10 am and went up for a smoke. But then I went back to bed and managed to get back to sleep, I was so tired I was seeing double. Then I woke up around lunch and I woke J up as well, I thought he had slept enough then haha.

Today we will just do nothing, I think we will spend the day in bed with tv shows and cuddles. I got all I needed for the weekend on friday so I don't have to go to the grocery store. But I think that J would go there later. Myself, I have planed to be in my pyjamas all day. And do as little as possible.

Easter and some arguing

We had such a great time yesterday when we went to  my mom, there is nothing better than her food. My little brother was there, my cousin and his girlfriend and my aunt. And me, the munchkins and Kalle of course. We had a good meal and hung out until it was time for us to leave because Kalle had to go to his mother.

When we got home the munchkins watched a movie and had fridays chips even though it was saturday. We got home so late friday that it was straight to bed for them so the chips had to wait. So they had it last night insted. I placed myself in bed watching tv shows and waiting for J. 

But I didn't expect to have to wait as long as I did. At first he texted me that he was on his way over. He had been with a friend playing pool and had a few beers. Fine, he was on his way. Time goes and no J. I send him a text that I hope that he doesn't walk all the way over, I don't like him walking all by himself that time on a saturday. No answer. I try to call him, he doesn't answer. Then and there is when Lilith start to worry. Finally I get a text that he has gone to the pub with his friend having a few beers.

Eeeeh, excuse me? Now, I'm not that kind of girlfriend that has a problem with him doing stuff with his friends, that's not what it's about. But when he first text me that he is on his way, and then change his mind and goes and does something else without telling me about it so I'm sittting there waiting like a fool, no then Lilith isn't happy.

Finally he shows up. I wasn't angry, just disappointed. I felt kind of unimportant when he didn't even think of texting me telling me that he isn't on his way as he said, but go and does something else. We talked and I said that I know that he has been single for three years and could come and go as he wanted and change his mind the last thing he did, but he can't do that anymore. Now we are two, not just him, and then you show consideration and stick to what you said. He understood and apologised. I'm not resentful so as soon we had talked about it I let it go and the rest of the night was great. But he is sort of hung over today and Lilith can't help but being a little spiteful about it, in a loving way. Maybe I should  hide the painkillers from him.

Today will be a day at home in sweat pants and a hoodie. I didn't have time yesterday to do anything at all at home, didn't even have time to do the dishes. So I have a whole apartment that screams for some love so I guess I´ll get started.

Moms easter food

Easter and some arguing

As usual I spent a lot of money when we went shopping att ÖoB. I always have trouble breathing when they tell me how much it is, but then I think about how much it all would have been if I bought it all at the grocery store and then it always feels a lot better because it would have been hundreds of SEK more. Then we stopped at the grocery store to get dinner. But it have to wait until sunday because I managed to get the kids to go to Burger King with Kalle insted so the waffles have to wait. Wheee, no one is happier than me.

When we got back Kalle colored my hair so now the terrible outgrowth is gone. Soooo nice, just in time for easter and everything. Then he went home and I got in the shower to rince out the color and shave my legs.

When we got home from Burger King it was already time for the kids to go to bed, it was way past their bedtime. Lucky for us it's easter break so it doesn't matter. Me and J got in bed to watch tonights tv shows. 

Then we had a bit of a fall out, or a big one. He did something that I thought was disrespectful, so I got really pissed off. And as always when I got pissed off he got even more pissed off, and then he isn't very nice so we had an even bigger fall out. But after a lot of talking he could see why I got mad to begin with, and that won't happen again. And then he could see his own behavior when he gets angry and that is something he will work on. It's inevitable to get mad at eachother, and that's ok, but it's how you behave when you get angry that's important. To fight the right way, because the wrong way can destroy a relationship so much.

Today we are going to my mom with Kalle, but J isn't coming. We aren't in any hurry to meet eachothers parents. It will happen when it happens. At 2.30 pm we are leaving, we are eating at 3 pm. We will only be there for a couple of hours beacause then Kalle needs to go home to his mother. We will be around ten people there. My little brother is coming and that makes me happy.

When we get home I'm gonna text J and we'll see if he has gotten home from playing pool. Then he will come over and we will curl up in bed when the kids have gone to bed. Since they are on easter break they get to stay up later than usual.

Two of my favorite people 

A great saturday

What a good day I had yesterday, Lilith was more than pleased.

First Rasmus came over to visit and he had his girlfriend with him too. I finally got to meet her, and she was so sweet. It's a great girl he have met. And Rasmus got to meet J as well. It went great. We had coffee and talket and then J had to go but Rasmus and his girlfriend stayed a bit longer. I guess they were here for about two hours or something like that.

When they left I got busy with my appartment, did some laundry and stuff like that. Then I got sooo bored. I did not want to curl up under the blanket in bed watching my tv shows, not another saturday when the kids aren't home. I wanted to do something but didn't know what. J was home watching the Swedish song contest.

Lucky for me my cousin called and told me my little brother was coming over so I texted him asking if he could pick me up as well and he did. So we hade some fun hours over there. We went home when J texted a little after 9.30 pm that he was on his way because the Swedish song contest was over.

When he came it was ok to get in to bed with tonights tv shows. After that we went to sleep, it was after 1.30 am so it was kind of late.

Today will be kind of a boring day as well with total focus on the appartment. The munchkins are coming home tomorrow so I have to throw on some sheets on their beds. Then I need to vacuum and finish everything with scrubbing the bathroom. That's how fun my sunday will be. But it needs to be done.

My company today

A really good weekend

We got everything we needed yesterday almost. And I can say that it's lucky for me that my dad has a big car because wow, I got a lot. It costed me over a 1000 SEK to get everything. But Lilith was a good girl and I sticked to the shopping list, but I got some candy too. J kept an eye on me to see that I didn't buy anything I didn't need. 

After we were finished my little brother took me home and we dumped everything I had gotten and then we got back in the car again. We dropped J of on the way and then my little brother took me to Sara. I was there for a few hours and celebrated her birthday and then Kalle was nice enough to come and get me. We went to Burger King for something to eat, then to the grocery store and then he dropped me off at home.

At home I put on my sweat pants and curled up under the blanket in bed and watched my tv shows. J was at home watching the Swedish music contest but came over after that. We continued to watch tv shows and cuddle, I think se was around 1,30 am before it was time to sleep.

Today I was gonna go home to Linda but she didn't feel to good so we will have coffee some other day. As for now it's only I that are up, J is still sleeping. Later on Kalle is coming over to dye my hair, it's about time. I haven't done it during these 5 weeks of renovation. I haven't felt like going outside with dye in my hair to go take a shower and wash it out. But now it's finally time.

Then he is gonna put up a shelf in the toilet as well. I can't wait until tomorrow when they bring in the bath tub so I can start unpacking everything and put everything in it's place. Then it's only the washing machine left that I hope they will plug in on monday or tuesday. Then my home is complete and everything as it should be. And the cats can home home again.

Another day of shopping

Ooooh how nice it was to get some sleep. But at first I woke ut before 10 am but refused to get up. Managed to get back to sleep after a while but I couldn't get any more deep sleep so I stayed in bed for about an hour before I got up. J is still in bed.

Yesterday was a good shopping day. I got everything I needed but something to put the spices on. I was gonna buy something so we don't slip in the bath tub but I had forgotten to write that on the list so no wonder I forgot to buy it. The we finished it all with a coffee at Espresso House before I went to the bus and got home.

At home I took a loooong shower. After five weeks I finally get to have a shower without having to leave the apartment, it was heaven. Then I put on some sweats and placed myself on the couch in front of the tv and waited for J to come which he did a little bit after 7 pm. Then we cuddled and watched some tv shows before we went to sleep. I guess it was around 1.30 am before we turned of the lights.

Today it will be some more shopping. My little brother is nice enough to drive me to ÖoB to do some shopping. I have a long list but it's just little things. Just a few big ones like something to hang the laundry where the bed sheets will fit, a wagon for the bathroom to put my stuff now that I can't put up any shelves there and a new litter box for when the cats comes home. We leave in about an hour so I'm gonna finish this blog while J is having a shower and then it's my turn to get ready.

When I get home I'm just gonna dump everything and then I'm going home to Sara. She had her birthday this week so I'm going over there to celebrate her a bit. I need to look up when the bus leaves as well. I thought I'll take the bus to the store and do some more shopping. I need something for dinner. That can be good to have.

Later tonight J is coming over. He is just gonna watch the Swedish song contest and then he will sleep here. While he is watching that I'm gonna watch my tv shows that has aired during the night.

Time for a meeting

We had a really good time with my dad yesterday. It was me, the rest of his kids, my little sisters mom, my big sisters three kids plus her sons girlfriend. We had cake and spent some time together. Then my little brother was nice enough to drive me home when he was going to work.

When I got home I had some dinner, picked up the dirty laundry and made the bed. Then I lied down on the bed and watched some tv shows. I saw one episode of Criminal minds before I fell a sleep. And woke up when J rang the doorbell. Then we spent the rest of the night watching tv shows in bed.

Today I have a meeting. My internship period is only for one year at a time and then it's time to renew it. And now it's time. To think that I have gone a whole year and waited without something has happend. But now I hope things will change. I'm gonna be there at 11 am so I should have time to do what I need to do at home before that.

At 2 pm it's time for the laundry. Oh God how I miss my washing machine. But there is only two weeks left of this renovation then it's finally done and I can enjoy my bathroom with a shower and a washing machine again. 

Now we have it really warm at home. So warm that last night when we watched some tv shows I was in my pyjamas shorts and a t-shirt. How lovely! We had 77 degrees farenheit. Much better than 62 degrees farenheit and you have to have two layers of clothes on and a thermo blanket.

I miss doing the laundry at home

No dishwasher

Today they came to change the water faucet in the kitchen so for now I don't have my dishwasher. Bleh! I need a new nozzle, the old one didn't fit. So we'll do that when Kalle has the time. I hope tomorrow. The good thing is that on this faucet I can flush water at the same time I'm doing the dishes, I couldn't with the old one.

Today I don't have that much to do. Gonna get ready and go grocery shopping. Today we are having lasagna, my little brothers favorit food here. Lucky for him he is coming today and having dinner with us. He will bring the clothes that I orderd so now the whole family has pants again. I got sweat pants for me, I only have 2 pairs. You don't get far with that. And not now when I don´t have my washer so I have to go down to the laundry room and only have 10 appointments every month.

Let's party!

I couldn't sleep last night so I slept in this morning insted. And so did Leo. He didn't fall a sleep untill 11 pm last night.

Today is going to be a great day. Leo is going to his dad, and Maja is going to my mom for the weekend. Woho! Of course we will go out tonight. And by us I mean me, Kalle and my little brother. The weather is great so we will sit outside at the pub and just chill. I can't wait.

But before that I have stuff to do. I need to do some cleaning, laundry and have a shower. My mom is picking up Maja after work so I have to be ready until then. Because then it's party time!

It's finally time

I never went on a powerwalk yesterday. I went to the store insted. Then Kalle came over to do the last stuff on the computer so I think they are finished now. We ended the nigh with pizza and a few movies.

Today we are celebrating my little brother who had his birthday a few weeks ago. Finally. I couldn't imagine a life without him. He is one of my best friends.

But before we are leaving I have some stuff to do at home. I need to take care of the laundry and do some cleaning. Don't I always?

Without you

So, yesterday I was talking to my little brother, as I do a lot. And we came to talk about World of Warcraft, again. And it ended up with me starting to play, again. I used to play a lot a few years ago but then I quited. Don't know why.

Friday today and my little man is going to his dad for the weekend. How I will miss him. He's coming home on monday again. It will be a long weekend without him.

Maja is going to a party at her school tonight, between 7.30 pm and 9 pm. What will I do while she is away? Probably play a bit of WoW I guess. While I wait for her to get home.

But before all of that I have stuff to do. I need a shower, clean a bit, do some laundry. When Maja gets home we are going shopping for the weekend so I need to think of something to eat too. For the whole weekend haha. Good luck Lilith!

Just another manic monday

Yesterday was great! We went to my cousin and checked out her new apartment. It's beautiful. We had coffee and talked. Maja had fun I think.

Today the phone woke me up, it was my little brother. We talked for a while and then I sent Maja to school. Now I'm sitting here with my coffee trying to plan the day in my head.

I need to figure something out for dinner, as usual. I'm thinking fish maybe. And then I need to go on a powerwalk. How I hate those. But it has to be done. Then I have my home to take care of. I hope I have time to do something fun and not just clean all day.

And today Leo is coming home! How I have missed him. I talked to him last night before he was having dinner.

Just a lazy sunday

Last night my little brother called and wanted to come over for a visit. Said and done, he did. We had so much fun, as always.

I had trouble sleeping last night so when I got of stage he called since I was still up. We talked for a few minutes, he was on his way to unpack the drums and all of the stuff he had. It was around 2 am. After that I fell asleep.

Today we are going to visit my cousin and see her new apartment. We are going after lunch. Then we will get home just in time for dinner I think. So no cleaning and laundry for me today. Wheee! Well, I have to wash Majas clothes for practice tomorrow but that's it.

Not a fun friday

On my way to the pharmacy yesterday I talked to my friend Sara on the phone and just like that I was on my way home to her for a coffee after I picked up my meds. We don't see each other that much so it was nice and we had a great time.

On the bus on my way to the store after my little brother called and asked if I wanted to have a coffee, he was outside my house. I told him to meet me at the store. Did some shopping for dinner and then we went home to me, had some coffee and a few laughs.

Today won't be as fun. I'm gonna clean the kids rooms. I haven't been able to to that for a while since it has been toys, stuff and clothes all over the floors. But I started the day great with a message from I when I woke up then we texted until he started work.

When Maja comes home from school we are gonna go grocery shopping for the weekend. She wanted tacos for dinner so I guess that's what we are having. And maybe a Ben & Jerry for me.

The best night

What a great night we had, me and my little brother! We met up a bit after 8 pm because my bus was late. We went and had nachos before going to the pub to listen to rock. And we had so much fun. Nobody can make me laugh like my little brother can. My stomach is hurting today. Texted with I the whole night too. He knows how to make me happy haha.

When the place was closing I took a taxi home and was home a bit after 2 am. So it was straight to bed when I got home. But it took a while before I was able to sleep. So it was a bit after 3 am before I could sleep.

Woke up after lunch, my mother called. She and Maja is having a great time so I don't know when she gets home. I hope I have time to finish my morning coffee and get dressed. It's sweatpants and a zip hoodie today.

This have been such a great weekend. First the movie on friday and partying with my little brother last night. I feel like a whole new person after this weekend. Now I feel that I can be a good parent to the munchkins again. It's important to do stuff you like and enjoy as a parent to be the best that you can be.

My favorite

A great weekend

The movie yesterday was great! But it was kind of long, over 2 hours. But it was mostly like the book and we like that. We had pizza before the movie and I mailed a letter to my friend on the way. I texted me while I was there so I missed talking to him and say good night, that sucks.

When I got home Mob Wives had finally been posted online so I could watch it. I love that show. It was worth waiting for.

Today me and my little brother are going out partying. I love him so, so much. We have a bond I don't have with anybody else and he always makes me laugh a lot. Like a lot, a lot. He makes me laugh until my stomach hurts and I can't take any more. And then he'll make me laugh a bit more. I don't know if Kalle is coming to. We'll see. I'm just glad I get to spend some time with my little brother. That don't happen as much as I want to.

But we aren't meeting up until late, 9 pm. Yes, that's late when you have kids haha. So before that I'm gonna shower and watch yesterdays episode of The Vampire Diaries. Since it's just me home I don't have anything I need to do but the usual cleaning.