Enter the Maze

This weekend has been so good. It's sad that it's ending while at the same time it will be nice with a new week.

Yesterday we went down town to play pool with Jimmy and his girlfriend. Or, they played pool and I was drinking two Breezer insted. I don't play pool, I think it's boring. But it's fun to watch, it looks a lot more fun than it is. We had a great time and we'll have to do it again soon.

When we were done me and J went to the bus and only had to wait ten minutes. We stopped by the pizza place and bought something to eat in front of the tv while I was watching the hockey game. It didn't go so well. I'm a bit pissed off but it's only one game and far from over.

When we had finished our pizzas and I had a smoke we curled up under the blanket in bed and watched tv shows for the rest of the night. I rather spend a saturday night without the kids home like that with J than doing something else away from home without him. He is my better half that I have been missing a long time before I met him that night in June last year. 

Today I was gonna go home to Sara for a few hours, but I just don't have time. It's to much that needs to be done for when the munchkins get home tomorrow. I usually to everything on monday before they get home but now I got my internship. So there isn't much time lef. And when I'm finished there I have just enough time to do some grocery shopping and then home and do the usual before the munchkins comes home from school. So I have a lot to do today. Wash all their clothes, put on fresh sheets on their beds and stuff like that. And then all the usual things that you do every day.

A really good weekend

We got everything we needed yesterday almost. And I can say that it's lucky for me that my dad has a big car because wow, I got a lot. It costed me over a 1000 SEK to get everything. But Lilith was a good girl and I sticked to the shopping list, but I got some candy too. J kept an eye on me to see that I didn't buy anything I didn't need. 

After we were finished my little brother took me home and we dumped everything I had gotten and then we got back in the car again. We dropped J of on the way and then my little brother took me to Sara. I was there for a few hours and celebrated her birthday and then Kalle was nice enough to come and get me. We went to Burger King for something to eat, then to the grocery store and then he dropped me off at home.

At home I put on my sweat pants and curled up under the blanket in bed and watched my tv shows. J was at home watching the Swedish music contest but came over after that. We continued to watch tv shows and cuddle, I think se was around 1,30 am before it was time to sleep.

Today I was gonna go home to Linda but she didn't feel to good so we will have coffee some other day. As for now it's only I that are up, J is still sleeping. Later on Kalle is coming over to dye my hair, it's about time. I haven't done it during these 5 weeks of renovation. I haven't felt like going outside with dye in my hair to go take a shower and wash it out. But now it's finally time.

Then he is gonna put up a shelf in the toilet as well. I can't wait until tomorrow when they bring in the bath tub so I can start unpacking everything and put everything in it's place. Then it's only the washing machine left that I hope they will plug in on monday or tuesday. Then my home is complete and everything as it should be. And the cats can home home again.

Just a few days left

God I'm tired and we went to bed at a reasonable time last night. Before it was 11 pm.

I didn´t get to many minutes in bed yesterday after the munchkins and J hade left before the doorbell rang. Just my luck! De come to fix something with the radiators so I had to get out of bed. Insted I made some coffee I had in front of the computer. 

Today I´m going shopping with J and a friend after J is done at school. We are meeting up down town. I need to buy a new pen (I only buy one kind), something for the spices because right now they are just standing on the bench next to the stove and then I need to buy a new frame for my picture of Chester Bennington. It broke during the start of the renovation, one of the handymen broke it. But it´s my own fault, we were suposed to empty the walls but I forgot to take it down. Then I think we would end the whole shopping thing with a coffee. 

Then it´s time to get home and unpack everything, have a shower and shave my legs. They are coming to clean the bathroom today so after that I can have a long shower and enjoy my own shower. Now it's just the bath tub and the washing machine and then everything is done. Then I can finally get the cats home!

Finally friday

Everything went great at Leos parent teacher meeting. He will be practicing his handwriting and division. Besides that he is ahead of where he should be. He has also stoped sitting under his desk that he did sometimes to be alone. 

After the meeting I went home to Linda for a coffee, it was to long ago. She was nice enough to have bought me some presents. A citchen clock with a timer and a shredder. We had coffee, smoked to much and had a really great time. It was good to hear her laugh.

I got home just in the for when the munchkins came home. Then I'm not sure what I did. Oh, I talked to my cousin on the phone! Maja had her practice so she ate before us so it was only Leo and I at dinner.

Later Kalle came over and we watched Mob wives together as always. When he left me and J went to bed and watched Hells kitchen and Baby daddy. Even an episode of the swedish show Andra avenyn. Not really my favorite show. But if J can stand watching my shows I have to watch his.

Today is gonna be a nice and quiet day. I' gonna go back to bed after everyone leaves at 8 am. It will be nice to get some more sleep.

When Leo comes home from school we are gonna go down to the showers, he needs a shower. Oh god how I miss my bathroom and want it back. Then when Maja comes home we are going grocery shopping for the weekend. Then home and do nothing until it's time to make dinner. For once I know what we are gonna eat; chicken. I have promised the munchkins that.

Parent teacher meeting and coffee

Oh my God, the new kitchen fan is so ugly. It's not adapted for my kitchen but is big, ugly, clumsy and is sticking out. But at least I have a fan now, that's how you have to think.

Leo is feeling better and can go to school today. He could have gone yesterday but I wanted to see that he really was better and not something temporary. It's good that he is going today because we have a parent teacher meeting. Someone who is sick now insted is Rasmus so I have to call his school at 8 am. J is also feeling better, he went to school yesterday when he woke up. And I was gonna be a good girlfriend and let him sleep. 

After the parent teacher meeting I'm going home to my friend Linda for a coffee. We haven't seen eachother for a while now so we have a lot to talk about. I have missed her. It's strange that we don't get to see eachother that often when we live in the same neighborhood. But she is busy with her life and I am with mine. 

But before the parent teacher meeting and the coffee I have a home that want my attention. God how I long for this renovation to be done so I can clean the hallway, it's long overdue. But now I can't because they have put in a temporary floor. So I have to wait.

My ugly fan

I got to talk to him!

Wow, I haven't written in a few days. But there haven't been anything to write about.

Thursday I went home to my friend Linda. We ended up partying until 5 am the next morning. We had so much fun and it was just what I needed. Leo was with his dad an Maja was with my mother.

Yesterday I was on the couch wathing tv when the phone rings. It was Dan! And we have our system for him calling so I hung up thinking that was it. He called one time to show me that he's thinking about me. But nooo, he called again! So I got to talk to him for 4 sweet minutes. It was great to hear his voice again, it has been almost a year since I last got to talk to him. He will keep me updated on his case so I hope he will call me again.

The reason he haven't sent any letters is because they have stopped selling stamps. Don't know why. So as soon as he gets any he will send me the three letters he has written me. I was so happy he called that I couldn't stop smiling.

Today we are going home to my mom to spend easter there. Maja will come home with us when we leave there. It has been a great two days just me but now I'm ready to get my kids home. To bad Leo isn't coming until monday.

Just a thursday

I woke up 5 minutes before the alarm from I texting me. So I got up and made some coffee. It was only me awake at that time so it was nice and quiet.

Today I'm going home to a friend for coffee. Me and Linda have know each other since I was about 5 years old. We don't see each other that often even though we live in the same neigborhood. She lives like 5 minutes away.

This afternoon Maja has her basketball practice. They are training for the basketball cup on sunday. This time I hope that nobody's sick because I wanna go and watch her play. If she is playing, there will be only ten players.

I went and got my nails done yesterday. At a new place, not that crappy place I was at last time. And my nails look so good now. It costed a bit more but it was so worth it.

What a great day

What a great day we had yesterday. First Kalle picked up the kids and went to a movie, their first. It was two very happy kids that came home a few hours later. While they were away I had a shower, got dressed and put on some make up.

But it didn't stop with the movie for the kids, oh no. Kalle took them out to dinner too, chinese food. Lucky them. I had left overs haha.

Then it was time to go down town to meet up with Denise and get to Sara. And we had a great time there. A lot of laughter, and some drinking haha. I stayed for two hours before it was time to get home. I wished I could have stayed longer.

When I got home it was time to put the kids to bed. Two happy and tired kids. And a happy and tired mom. So after the kids went to bed I watched some tv and then went to bed myself. Right when I was about to fall asleep I called. We had been texting all night and he wanted to talk before they went on stage. Nice. But it was a quick call and then he had to go.

Party party

I slept so good until I woke me up at 9 am. Up and make some coffee and start the day.

The kids are going to the movies with Kalle today. In the meantime I'm gonna have a shower and getting ready for tonight. I'm going over to my friend Sara, she is having a birthday party. Woho! Haven't been to one of those in ages. Kalle is nice enough to watch the kids while I'm away. But I'm only staying a few hours. Gonna meet up with Denise on the way there.

And before that it's the usual cleaning and laundry. But not grocery shopping today. We are having left overs for dinner since I don't have time to cook today. I need to get going when we usually sit down for dinner.

Party

That went great

We had a great time yesterday. He had some trouble finding the way so he came a bit late. The kids loved him and he was great with them. Played games with Maja on her tablet and listened to Leo talking about his My Litle Pony game. And we had coffee. After about an hour he had to get going, he had to drive about 150 km to get home. But it was fun and I do hope we do it again.

Today is planing day, sundays always are. I'm going through my calendar to see what phone calls I have to make and if I have any meatings. I know about two meatings so far.

Then I have to think of dinner, as always. How I hate everything that has to do with food and cooking. I used to love cooking but then I got bored. I tried new stuff but it was still boring. So now I hate to cook. But still have to do it every day.

Don't feel like going out, it's half a blizzard outside. But I need to buy more marsipan anyway. This quit smoking thing is harder then I thought. And it's gonna make me fat haha.

Need to do som grocery shopping

Lilith's getting a visit

Lilith went to bed around 10 pm and went to sleep right away. And slept until 10 am. Lilith was tired. Now I feel great!

Today we are having a friend over. Don't know when he is coming, we havent talked about details yet. Maybe we should, like giving him my adress haha. Well, there is time for that, he's not coming until this afternoon.

Before that I need to have a shower, and thought of doing some laundry. The laundry basket is full, as always. No matter how much laundry I do, it's always full. Something every mother recognises I'm sure. And then the usual everyday cleaning, like empty the kitty litter, vacuum and making the beds. Sometimes it's so boring to be an adult.

Don't know how I sleep

What a day!

Yey, Lilith finally got some sleep! It was wonderful. I feel like a whole new person.

So what's the plan for today? Lilith is gonna clean the whole apartment, I'm getting a visit from an online friend tomorrow. It's a guy, but it's not a date, we are not that kind of friends. We just have a lot of fun together but we have never had the opportunity to meat before. But now we are.

When the munchkins get of school we are gonna go shopping for the weekend. Which means that I have to come up with something to eat for the whole weekend. I can't even come up with one thing, but not I have to think of three dinners. We already have lunch at home. 

Don't know what to do with the afternoon. I wanna play games but I'm not sure that the munchkins want to. I think they wanna play together when we get home. But before we go to the store Leo is gonna watch Winx, his favorite show. He loves fairies and pixies. 

I had a great time yesterday, but was to tired last night to write about it. My cousin came and got me and then we went down town to the nail salong. They did a great job. Afterwords we did some shopping, I got a new pen for my letters and got some new panties. Good bye granny panties! Then we finished it with lunch before I went grocery shopping and she took me home. I got home just before Maja did. 

Finished the whole day with Mob Wives. What a great episode. Can't wait for the next one. Does any of you watch it? It's on vh1 wednesdays at 9 pm, changing time to 8 pm.

My new nails, left hand