Time for a meeting

As usual I woke Leo up at 6.30 am so he has time for a shower before school and didn't think about that they are going to the bath-house so he's showering there, so he could stay in bed for another 30 minutes. Insted I went to wake up J and stayed in bed longer than I planed. But its so nice to curl up against him.

Today after my internship I'm taking the bus to the store and then home to drop everything off. After that there is a parent-teacher conference with Maja. I already know that everything is fine but it's one of those things where you as a parent just have to do it. That means that I won't have time to do laundry today but so be it. I got the whole weekend later to do it.

We went to bed late so I'm not too fresh today. So I hope I have time after to curl up on the couch. I did it yesterday but the phone kept ringing and buzzing so I didn't get much rest. Better luck today.

Yesterday Maja was shopping for presents with my aunt. My aunt couldn't come when we celebrated Majas birthday so they went down town yesterday insted. Maja picked three books and some felt pens.

Today my case worker comes to my internship as well. He does it every wednesday. I think it's a bit to often, we don't have that much to talk about when everything is going just fine. I don't think anyone else would come to the meeting either. I do need to inform him on when I'm taking my summer leave so I guess I'll do that today.

A time off

I called the school yesterday morning and talked to Leos teacher and she was verry upset and promised to deal with it right now, she would talk to both Leo and the kids that are picking on him. It felt good that she took it like that. So when Leo came home I asked him how school was and it had been good. How nice! And K had talked to the psychologist and they are gonna send home an appointment so he can come and talk to someone.

After my internship I went to the drugstore to buy some oil for my nails and omg how expensive it was. 109 SEK for a tiny bottle of oil. But since I don't want my nails to fall off I just payed and looked happy. Then I went to the grocery store and got what we needed for dinner and then back home to do what needed to be done at home. I even had time to curl up on the couch before J came over.

Today we are having a day off. The school is closed and so are the community youth center so Leo didn't have anywhere to go when I was at my internship. So we took day at home. When I got out of bed the water was turned off so no morning coffee for me, I'm having it now insted when the water came back. Then it's time for a shower before I'm going to the grocery store and find something for dinner. Then it's the every day stuff like doing the laundry, dishes and so on. Oh god, a dish washer is on the top of my wish list.

When dealing with an idiot

God, this morning it was hard to get out of bed. I stayed there for 15 minutes before I got up. The nicest 15 minutes in a long time.

I went through the curtains yesterday, finally. It went fast. I kept two pairs and the other ones went back in the garbage disposal bags. Mom  wanted back the ones I didn't want so they went down in the basement until she can get them. I also cleared out the box with the shelf for the bathroom and some other stuff and threw out what I didn't wanna keep. So now the living room is cleared.

Today I will get to work on the kitchen. The tiles over the stove needs a good scrubbing, it looks terrible. Then most of the stuff is done here. If I'm lucky I will have time to curl up on the couch for a while. I didn't do that yesterday because I got stuck with my nose in a book. That was nice, and a long, long time since I last did it. There I stayed until it was time to make dinner.

I got a text from the munchkins dad last night. Now he has booked their summer vacation but ouuuups it was my weekend so can he take them? Don't you check those things before you book it? That would be the normal thing to do, but he doesn't. It was that whole communication thing. Of course I will let the munchkins go, that's not it. It's just so disrespectful to just book everything before he talked to me to see if it's ok that he takes them. He doesn't know what I have planned for the summer.

Some bad news

Oh god  how good I was yesterday that got all the calls done. So now the washer is balanced. Then I texted my case worker if she could call me but someone else did because she is on sick leave until April. It whould have been good to get some info about that. But I toltd the man who called that I needed another tag for the front door and a smaller washer so we'll see if that happens.

At the breakfast group we got some bad news; it's moving to mondays. That means that even the weekends that the kids are with their dad I have to get up semi early on mondays if I'm gonna make it to the breakfast group. We have got a new instructor because one of our old ones quit and she can only make it on mondays. Bleh!

Now it´s full speed going on here at home when the kids are getting ready for school. After they have left I'm gonna go back to bed and to J and sleep for another hour. J is home because he has a headache and stomachache but are going to school tomorrow.

Later this afternoon I'm going to do laundry now that the washer is balanced, I'm out of socks. Then I need to think of something to eat and go to the store. Oh God how I hate to think of something to eat every day. But if I can't think of food for one day how am I gonna do a meal plan for the whole week? No, that's imposible so I'll keep coming up meals day by day.

A regular wednesday

Yeeees, finally we have both the cats home! It has been so empty without them for five weeks, the only good thing about it was not having to change the litter box. Kalle helped me to get the heavy mirror where it should be and to plug in the washer so now I can finally do laundry here. I'm gonna do that after I have been to the grocery store.

Besides the store and laundry I think I will take out the vacuum cleaner, it feels like it's much needed. I feel like I always have to do that no matter how much I do it. It's non stop work with kids. Extra much when they are on a break from school.

As soon as J are finished in the shower it's my turn to get ready and then I need to think of something to eat and then go to the grocery store. For lunch we are having salad. I have craved it for a week so yesterday I decided that we are having that for lunch today. Maja will get Swedish hash because she doesn't like salad.

The finished bathroom

This arguing thing

Last night we had a discussion again, so unnecessary. Why does that always have to happen when you don't agree on something? I talked it out with J later and now I hope we are done with all this shit that happens over little things. That he might understand me better.

Now they are working in the toilet. Yesterday when I was at home they came with all the stuff that is gonna be put in like toilets and sink, I so hope that we get to use the toilets before the inspection så I don't have to wait until next week. I'm so sick and tired of going out every time. Like today when I woke up at 5.42 am and had to go to the next yard. 

Today will be a nice and quiet day, I have nothing planed besides grocery shopping and making dinner. We´ll see what we will have. I have to check my recipes.

I still feel a bit down after last night so I think I will try to get some sleep so this day will pass. It depends on how much noice they make when they are putting everything up.

When the school calls

I didn't get to spend much time at the breakfast group yesterday. I had just poured myself some coffee when the school called. Leo had a headache and wanted to come home so i threw away the coffee and headed for the bus. Lucky for me, and Leo, J was also home sick so Leo could come home and wait for me insted of waiting at school. Then Leo spent most day under the covers on the chouch, freezing. At least I got to get to the drug store before the breakfast group to get all the meds I'm gonna need for a while.

Now they are putting up a new fan in the kitchen and they are making a lot of noice. Yesterday they put up the tile in the bathroom and the toilet so now that´s done. The only thing left is to put in the bathtub and all that stuff so it seems that they are on time. We are on week four out of five and it has gone a lot better than I thought. Soon it´s over! I just hope that J doesn´t wake up from all that noice. He is home sick today as well. 

When Maja has left for school I think I will get back in bed for a while. We went to bed kind of early last night, for being us. A bit before midnight. J is still sick so he didn't mind. And Lilith is like an old lady who loves getting to sleep early. But I´m also a night person who loves staying up late.

Finally warm

After the munchkins vent to school I went back in bed and slept for a while. I was so tired. It was late last night, I couldn't sleep. It was close to 3 am before I feel a sleep. Then back up again at 7 am.

Soon I'm going down to the showers to have a shower and shave my legs. It's always exciting to have to do it there. Oh God, how I long for my bathroom to be done. I'm gonna have the worlds longest shower then.

Today they finally came and fixed the heat in the apartment, I called again yesterday to complain that it's to cold and we have no heat. So today a guy from the company came and fixed it, the heat was off. So now it's warm and cosy again.

Then it will be the usual here like doing the dishes and make the bed. Then when Leo gets home fro school I'm going grocery shopping, as soon as I can think of something to eat. That whole food thing feels so unnecessary. Why can't there be a pill that had all the nutrition that you need. How nice, and how little I would have to do the dishes then.

No dishwasher

Today they came to change the water faucet in the kitchen so for now I don't have my dishwasher. Bleh! I need a new nozzle, the old one didn't fit. So we'll do that when Kalle has the time. I hope tomorrow. The good thing is that on this faucet I can flush water at the same time I'm doing the dishes, I couldn't with the old one.

Today I don't have that much to do. Gonna get ready and go grocery shopping. Today we are having lasagna, my little brothers favorit food here. Lucky for him he is coming today and having dinner with us. He will bring the clothes that I orderd so now the whole family has pants again. I got sweat pants for me, I only have 2 pairs. You don't get far with that. And not now when I don´t have my washer so I have to go down to the laundry room and only have 10 appointments every month.

How annoying

Yesterday late afternoon we got a note in the mail saying that today they are gonna wash the outside of the balcony so we should remove eveyrthing we didn't wanna get destroyed, like carpets and that stuff. To be able to remove the carpets you have to remove every furniture out there, and I can't do that alone, some stuff are to heavy for me. So Kalle came over like an angel and helped me. So annoying when we find stuff out in the last minute. 

Today it's finally wednesday, how I have longed for this day! Today J is coming to spend the night. I haven't seen him since sunday so I have really missed him a lot. It will be nice not to fall asleep alone. And to have someone to cuddle with.

But before he gets here I got stuff to do. Laundry, cleaning and grocery shopping. And getting the balcony ready again as soon as they have cleaned the outside. But first of all I'm taking a shower.

A little update

Here I am. It hasn't happend a lot since I last wrote.

Saturday we went to my mom to celebrate her boyfriend turning 60. It was verry nice with happe people and great food.

Yesterday I went to the breakfast group that has started again after the summer break. It's in a new place and I got lost a couple of times before I could find the right place.

Today I'm gonna take a nap on the couch. Me and  J has fallen a sleep so late this whole week. Around 2 am. Then back up again at 6.30 am. That's not enough sleep for me.

Yes, J is still sleeping here. He has been sleeping here for a week now and it's nice with some company. I feel so good with him.

Blockage in the sewages

I really got nothing to write about, everything is going on in it's usual pace. J is sleeping over here every night and that's nice. He has slept here since friday and Lilith is very happy. 

Today it's the same as always. I have som cleaning to do, laundry and grocery shopping.

We have a blockage in the sewages that goes to both toilets. Not that funny. And not when you have a beginning urinary infection and have to drink a lot of water. So I called the janitor and they are gonna come and flush the pipes. I really hope they are coming today or else we will have a problem.

A day at home

When Kalle and the kids came back after playing Guitar hero they managed to get me to go to the park. And I was in sweat pants with no thought of going out the door. But we went to the park. We were there for about an hour before the kids had had enough and wanted to go home. We finished the day with pizza.

Today it will be a day at home. I have stuff to do around the apartment and I need a shower. We have dinner so I don't have to go to the store for once. So nice.

Later J is coming over. We are watching Scream 2 and then some 2 ½ men so Lilith gets to calm down after the movie. Yes, I'm so easy to frighten that even Scream scares me.

Cuddles

What a great night I had last night. Lots of cuddles, just like it should be. And it's so nice to not have to go to bed alone. And after watching Halloween 8 it was just what I needed; someone to go to bed with. Few people scare me as much as Michael Myers does.

When we woke up this morning we stayed in bed for a while and cuddled, he is so hug friendly and Lilith loves that. When we got up the kids were watching tv. J stayed for a while and waited for the rain to pass before he left. 

Today is going to be such a boring day for me. Cleaning and laundry, mostly laundry. I have two loads of laundry I have to take care of and then I have to get to the store to get dinner. I have promised the kids home made hamburgers. And I have to pay the bills. Bleh.

A tired wednesday

I didn't have time to buy Leo new hoodies yesterday after getting my nails done. I was thinking of going back today but I think I will wait until next wednesday.

Today is a day at home. I was gonna go on a powerwalk but that will have to wait. I'm too tired today. Couldn't go to sleep last night, it was after midnight before I wen't to sleep.

Right now I'm doing laundry and gonna go do some cleaning. After that I think that I will nap on the couch for an hour or so. I'm so tired today.

Taking a nap with the cat

Needed some sleep

I went to bed before 10 pm yesterday so I woke up 20 minutes before the alarm. Can't remember the last time that happened.

Today it's time for a powerwalk. My usual 6 km and then to the grocery store to get something for dinner. Don't know what yet. Then back home for some cleaning and laundry.

I was so tired yesterday. First I came by and then I didn't fall a sleep until 3 am and back up at 6.30 am. I was so tired I took a nap on the couch and I never do that. But today I feel better after all that sleep.

If there is time

I have slept so bad the last two nights, so now I'm so, so tired. When the alarm went off I wanted to shoot myself. But there is nothing else to do but to get up and start the day.

When the kids have gone to school it's time for a powerwalk. The weather is bad but that won't stop me. With a good audi book anything is posible. After my powerwalk it's the supermarket to get something for dinner. Don't know what yet.

Then it's home for a shower and then I need to do some cleaning and some laundry. As always. I'm hoping that I will have time for a nap on the couch.

Some sleep please

I slept like crap again. Woke up at 5 am from a nightmare. Managed to get back to sleep but then it was up again at 6.30 am.

Today I'm going to the doctor. Nothing special, just a routin check up. I think I will go there early and go by my nail salon and book an appointment. Maybe for tomorrow. My nails are terrible. Yup, I'm such a girl when it comes to my nails.

Before the doctor I need to go to the store to get something for dinner. Don't know what yet, we'll see what they have.

It finally came!

Good morning! I took a break again, got nothing to write about.

Yersterday I was at my grandmothers funeral. It was very beautiful.

When I got home after I had a letter from Dan! Finally! I have lost count of how long ago it was. He is not doing so good at the moment. But I'm hoping that will change once he has his last court date and can finally start counting down until his release.

Today is cleaning day. I'm changing the bed sheets and are gonna clean the whole house. Fun fun fun. When Maja comes home from school we are gonna go down town to meet up with my aunt. Maja is gonna get to pick a present.

Another wednesday

Stupid me forgot it was tuesday yesterday. So of course I couldn't go on a powerwalk, I had the breakfast group. After that I went to the store and then home to wait for the birthday girl. We had birthday cupcakes and then she and Leo went out to play. We are having her party next weekend, she has basketball this weekend.

I don't know yet what I'm gonna do today besides go to the store. As usual. I think I need to do some laundry as well. And then wait for the kids to come home from school. I'm so sick and tired of doing nothing all day every day.

My company during the day