A great night

God what a fun night we had last night, I laughed until my stomach hurt. It was me, J, Kalle, my little brother and our cousin. And as always when me, my little brother and our cousin is in the same place there is lots of laughter. Me and J left around 1 am. By then Kalle and my cousin had already left.

This morning I woke up at 10 am and went up for a smoke. But then I went back to bed and managed to get back to sleep, I was so tired I was seeing double. Then I woke up around lunch and I woke J up as well, I thought he had slept enough then haha.

Today we will just do nothing, I think we will spend the day in bed with tv shows and cuddles. I got all I needed for the weekend on friday so I don't have to go to the grocery store. But I think that J would go there later. Myself, I have planed to be in my pyjamas all day. And do as little as possible.

Scared to death and sick

God how scared I was last night, Roxy scared me so bad. She is sleeping on the couch as always when she all of a sudden wakes up, start to run around like crazy and there is drool coming out of her mouth. It looks like somthing hanging out of her mouth, which I later see is just drool. But not then. So I think that she has swallowed something that has gotten stuck in her throath. I try to catch her but she runs in to their play tunnel and hide. There is no way I can get to her in there.

So I sit on the couch and wait, and after a while she comes out. She is chewing and licking her lips and I'm convinced that she has swallowed something. Finally I get a hold of her, take her in my arms and try to open her mouth but of course I cant. But when I let her go she throws up all over the couch, twice. But there was only food, nothing else she could have swallowed.

A little while after that I go out for a smoke and J is standing in the kitchen and when I look inside I see Roxy walking towards the food. I ask J and she is eating. She just eats and eats, she eats all of the food I just poured up. After that she has been just like she always is. She comes to cuddle and is her normal self, and she hasn't thrown up again.

Today we are going on a little adventure, we are going to Slagstaglass with Kalle and the munchkins and have ice cream. The munchkins doesn't know where we are going so they have asked a thousand questions where we are going. That is something you have to do in this town, go to Slagstaglass and have one of their ice creams that are the best in town. I don't eat ice cream if it's not Ben & Jerry, the only one I like, so I'll just tag along and watch. And paid for the kids haha. We were going to go and see my cousin who lives there but she isn't home today. Bummer.

Besides that I will just do the most urgent things at home and nothing else. I started to feel a little poor yesterday and when the day was over I was coughing, every joint hurt and I was freezing so bad. It took a while to be able to sleep. 

When I woke up today J asked me how I was feeling and I felt pretty good. Until I got out of bed and started to move. The first thing was that I started to cough again, then freez so bad and every joint hurts. I need to buy something for the fever so I'll make it through my internship this week. I have never ever called in sick for work or an internship ever and I'm not gonna start now.

The cat who scares the life out of you

A great saturday

What a good day I had yesterday, Lilith was more than pleased.

First Rasmus came over to visit and he had his girlfriend with him too. I finally got to meet her, and she was so sweet. It's a great girl he have met. And Rasmus got to meet J as well. It went great. We had coffee and talket and then J had to go but Rasmus and his girlfriend stayed a bit longer. I guess they were here for about two hours or something like that.

When they left I got busy with my appartment, did some laundry and stuff like that. Then I got sooo bored. I did not want to curl up under the blanket in bed watching my tv shows, not another saturday when the kids aren't home. I wanted to do something but didn't know what. J was home watching the Swedish song contest.

Lucky for me my cousin called and told me my little brother was coming over so I texted him asking if he could pick me up as well and he did. So we hade some fun hours over there. We went home when J texted a little after 9.30 pm that he was on his way because the Swedish song contest was over.

When he came it was ok to get in to bed with tonights tv shows. After that we went to sleep, it was after 1.30 am so it was kind of late.

Today will be kind of a boring day as well with total focus on the appartment. The munchkins are coming home tomorrow so I have to throw on some sheets on their beds. Then I need to vacuum and finish everything with scrubbing the bathroom. That's how fun my sunday will be. But it needs to be done.

My company today

A perfect Saturday

Oh what a nice day we had yesterday when my cousin came over. I even got the blow her little ones nose and carry her, I usually don't. She is usually a bit shy. But not yesterday besides when they first came. We had coffee and talked. Yes, Lilith had coffee. I usually don't any more. And to think that I once lived on coffee. Maybe that is why I'm so tired all the time.

Today Kalle is coming over. We didn't have time for that yesterday. But now the munchkins have stolen the boxes, with Kalles approval, and packed stuff they don't use anymore. But I wonder where they are gonna put the boxes because they don't fit in the basement. It's more than full down there. 

I need to do laundry as well today, I didn't have time for it yesterday. My cousin left right before it was time for me to start dinner. So hurry hurry to the grocery store to get what I needed and then home to cook. I think I got to sit down for five minutes before it was time for dinner.

I need to do some grocery shopping today as well. That thing where I have to think of something to eat is the devils thing. I just take recipe after recipe from the binder. I can't be bothered with coming up with things to eat, it's much easier to just take the first recipe that is in the binder.

Visits all day long

I woke up just before 5 am, went out for a smoke and then back to sleep again until just before 10 am. Went out for a smoke but then went back to bed to cuddle with J and didn't want to wake up. So I went back to sleep for a little while until I got a text.

It was my cousin who wanted to do something and asked if we wanted company later. Of course! It's always nice to see her, we don't see eachother that much. So wake J up so he has time for a shower, he isn't human before his shower. And I sat down to write something and has gotten such a nice and sweet comment on my swedish blog. That makes me happy.

Later on Kalle will come over to pick up the boxes I borrowed for the renovation. He has been here a few times this week to pick them up but we always forgets it. 

Besides that it's the usual. Laundry, grocery shopping, making the beds and stuff like that. Think of something to eat would be good too.

Tonight I'm getting in bed watching tv shows. J is watching the swedish Song contest so he will be here late. So it will just be me. The originals is a must see. I'm waiting the whole week for a new episode to come online. One of my favorite shows that's fore sure.

I'm back bitches!

Wow, I took a long break. A really long one. But now I'm back. I think.

A lot has happend since last time. The main thing is that me and J are a couple now. November 20th he made me the happiest in the world. But it was close that it didn't ended like that. I told him my feelings for him, and he said that he didn't feel the same and we ended what we had. The next day I texted him and he came over for one last night together. The next day we talked and decided to give it a try. During the short period of time that we didn´t talk he had came to realize that he had feelings for me. So now I´m in seventh heaven.

We spent christmas at my moms house out in the country with my closest relatives. It was a great day. I think that the munchkins was happiest because they got new phones. Leo didn't have one since one day his phone decided to not start and then it was dead for ever. 

Today my cousin was over for a coffee. So nice. Even though we talk on the phone every day we don't see each other that often so it was nice that she came over. And then she got to meet J too. Now he has seen my cousin, my best friend, my little brother and my dad. Only my mom left. We'll see if he is here when she comes over later today. I'm gonna get a winter jacket from her, she is so nice. I have the best mom in the world.

In a relationship <3

My new hobby

I took a little break from the blog, didn't feel like writing. But now I'm back and will try to write a bit more.

Yesterday I was watching my cousins youngest while she got her nails done. She is such a sweetheart. The baby that is lol. Nah, my cousin is great too. Why else would I talk to her 6-8 hours every day?

Today will be a very quiet day at home. Just me and my sweat pants. Maybe I'll nap on the couch, I'm getting very good at that haha. It's so boring to just be home all day every day. So my  new hobby is naping.

Todays company

When there is nothing to write about

I guess I took a break again, without thinking about it. It happens when there is nothing to write about. Not that I have that much to write about now.

Friday today and I need it so bad. I'm so, so tired. Yesterday I took a nap for 3 hours and that never happens. I can't sleep during the day. But yesterday I could.

Later my cousin is coming over with her two kids. She was over two days ago as well. I always have a lot of fun with her. That's why I talk to her every day on the phone. We talk for about 6-8 hours every day.

My mom is coming over as well after work. We forgot Leos easter egg when we were there for easter so she is coming over with it. It's gonna be a full house here. I like it.

Just another manic monday

Yesterday was great! We went to my cousin and checked out her new apartment. It's beautiful. We had coffee and talked. Maja had fun I think.

Today the phone woke me up, it was my little brother. We talked for a while and then I sent Maja to school. Now I'm sitting here with my coffee trying to plan the day in my head.

I need to figure something out for dinner, as usual. I'm thinking fish maybe. And then I need to go on a powerwalk. How I hate those. But it has to be done. Then I have my home to take care of. I hope I have time to do something fun and not just clean all day.

And today Leo is coming home! How I have missed him. I talked to him last night before he was having dinner.

Just a lazy sunday

Last night my little brother called and wanted to come over for a visit. Said and done, he did. We had so much fun, as always.

I had trouble sleeping last night so when I got of stage he called since I was still up. We talked for a few minutes, he was on his way to unpack the drums and all of the stuff he had. It was around 2 am. After that I fell asleep.

Today we are going to visit my cousin and see her new apartment. We are going after lunch. Then we will get home just in time for dinner I think. So no cleaning and laundry for me today. Wheee! Well, I have to wash Majas clothes for practice tomorrow but that's it.

So disapointed

Yesterday me and my cousin went and got our nails done, and we are both so disapointed. I guess that you get what you are paying for. Next time we are going to Millis. She is a bit more expensive, but much, much better. When we were done we went and had coffee. It was so nice that we decided to try and do it once a week. Having coffee that is, not getting our nails done.

Today I'm going on a powerwalk. I hate it but it has to be done. I have 2 kg left to my goal weight. So powerwalks it is. But when I go grocery shopping I just know I'm gonna buy candy. It's just one of those days. So candy it is!

Then it's the usual. Cleaning, cooking and laundry. It's the same day over and over again. And I haven't heard anything about my internship yet. It has been 3 months now and nothing has happend yet. I get so sick of it, the waiting.

5 kg ago

It's finally time!

I had so much trouble sleeping last night. Couldn't fall a sleep and when I did I had weird dreams and then woke up. I think I woke up 5 times during the night. So I'm nog a happy girl today.

Me and my cousin are going to get our nails done today. Yey! Mine look like crap now so it was about time. That's the only girlie girl thing I do, my nails. While she gets hers done I'm gonna look after her youngest, she is such a little prinsess.

After that I have a home that want's my attention, as usual. Cleaning when you have kids and cats is like shoveling snow while it's still snowing. Need to think of something to eat, as usual. And I need to do laundry, as usual.

I didn't get a letter yesterday, I always gets them on mondays for some reason. It have has to do with sorting of air mail. It has been 5 weeks now since his last letter and I'm starting to worry. Maybe his trial didn't go well and he feels to depressed to put pen to papper. I'm gonna mail him a letter today or tomorrow.

Not enough sleep

Can't remember the last time I slept this bad. I woke up every hour the whole night. And when I got a text from my cousin around 8 am I gave up on sleep and got up and made some coffee.

Kalle came over yesterday to help me dye my hair so now it's black again. And he brought cookies! That was the best thing haha. Lilith loves cookies!

Today it's the usual. Clean, do laundry, read. I haven't read much this last few days. Could be because I'm always on the phone with my cousin. We talk 6-8 hours everyday. Yes, that is possible. And always the same thing, the same jokes and so on. And even tho we have heard it a 1000 times we still laugh. Yeah, we suck haha. But we do have fun together.

Time for breakfast

Happy girl!

I love to start the new day with having a message on my phone when I wake up. It makes me happy and the day gets better.

I have no idea what to do today.  Some laundry (have to) and some cleaning. And talk to my cousin, of course.

We had a great day yesterday. I took care of my cousins youngest while she got a haircut. Then we did some shopping and ended the day with  lunch together.

Talked to I yesterday, as usual. And he is coming next week!! We haven't decided what day, depends on his work. Lilith is a happy girl! So we hope he is coming in the beginning of the week. I can't wait!

Thursday and mob wives! Can't wait. But haven't found the last episode. Hopefully sometime during the day.

I finally got it!

I finally got some sleep!! Didn't wake up at 5 am, got up at 6 am when the alarm went off. And started the day with a text message that made me happy.

Today I'm gonna babysit my cousins youngest while she is getting her hair cut. It's about time, she needs to do stuff like that and spend some time on herself. She was gonna come get me but I'll think I'll walk. Since I don't have time for a powerwalk today.

Then it's the usual. Get some dinner, do some cleaning and laundry. Groundhog day all over. Thank god for my cousin who makes it a bit easier, since we talk like 6-8 hours on the phone every day. Yup, it's posible.

What to do when you are bored

What a day!

Yey, Lilith finally got some sleep! It was wonderful. I feel like a whole new person.

So what's the plan for today? Lilith is gonna clean the whole apartment, I'm getting a visit from an online friend tomorrow. It's a guy, but it's not a date, we are not that kind of friends. We just have a lot of fun together but we have never had the opportunity to meat before. But now we are.

When the munchkins get of school we are gonna go shopping for the weekend. Which means that I have to come up with something to eat for the whole weekend. I can't even come up with one thing, but not I have to think of three dinners. We already have lunch at home. 

Don't know what to do with the afternoon. I wanna play games but I'm not sure that the munchkins want to. I think they wanna play together when we get home. But before we go to the store Leo is gonna watch Winx, his favorite show. He loves fairies and pixies. 

I had a great time yesterday, but was to tired last night to write about it. My cousin came and got me and then we went down town to the nail salong. They did a great job. Afterwords we did some shopping, I got a new pen for my letters and got some new panties. Good bye granny panties! Then we finished it with lunch before I went grocery shopping and she took me home. I got home just before Maja did. 

Finished the whole day with Mob Wives. What a great episode. Can't wait for the next one. Does any of you watch it? It's on vh1 wednesdays at 9 pm, changing time to 8 pm.

My new nails, left hand

Some girl time

Great, Lilith messed up last night. I have big problems when it comes to sleep, so I get medication for that. One works really fast and I get tired right away and the other one takes about an hour or so. Right now I'm on the ones that works really fast, I alternate. So when it was time for bed last night I went out to the kitchen to get my meds, and there aren't any left. I have forgot to get new ones. So what did I have left? The ones that takes for ever to work so I didn't sleep before midnight. Guess who was pretty tired this morning?

But the munchkins made me coffee this morning and woke me up right before my alarm went off. How sweet of them. It tasted like crap haha, but it's the thought that counts. They always do sweet stuff like that.

I'm gonna have a great day today. Me and my cousin are gonna go and get our nails done. Some girl time! Even though we talk everyday we haven't seen each other for weeks. And I really need to get my nails done, they look terrible.

And tonight it's Mob Wives night! Woho! Lilith loves thursdays! It's the best day of the week, even better than the weekend. Yes, I'm addicted to that show and don't know what I'll do when it's over.

Bye bye christmas nails