Needed some sleep

I went to bed before 10 pm yesterday so I woke up 20 minutes before the alarm. Can't remember the last time that happened.

Today it's time for a powerwalk. My usual 6 km and then to the grocery store to get something for dinner. Don't know what yet. Then back home for some cleaning and laundry.

I was so tired yesterday. First I came by and then I didn't fall a sleep until 3 am and back up at 6.30 am. I was so tired I took a nap on the couch and I never do that. But today I feel better after all that sleep.

If there is time

I have slept so bad the last two nights, so now I'm so, so tired. When the alarm went off I wanted to shoot myself. But there is nothing else to do but to get up and start the day.

When the kids have gone to school it's time for a powerwalk. The weather is bad but that won't stop me. With a good audi book anything is posible. After my powerwalk it's the supermarket to get something for dinner. Don't know what yet.

Then it's home for a shower and then I need to do some cleaning and some laundry. As always. I'm hoping that I will have time for a nap on the couch.

Back on track

I took a little break over the weekend. We had Leos birthday party and he was so happy. It was with a Frozen theme, he loves everything that has to do with it.

Today I will start the day with a powerwalk. I need to get started with them again. I'm always so tired and powerwalks gives me energy. But they are so boring. But with a good audi book it's not that bad.

After that it's time for a shower and then do some cleaning. How much can a person clean without going insane?

Everything is easier with an audio book

Getting up early

Wow I woke up before the alarm! Only 15 minutes but still.

The appointment at the doctor went fine yesterday. I got antibiotics for five days.

Today I'm gonna start the day with a powerwalk. It's not a great weather outside, but I have to. I know I will feel so much better after.

Later today Kalle is coming over to compare schedules for Majas basketball cup this weekend. It's starts tomorrow and is the whole weekend. And all the parents have to help. No fun at all.

With a bitter aftertaste

Lilith is a happy girl, I finally came over. But because of some circumstances he might not be able to come over any more. So we'll se what happens. It's a bit of a bitter aftertaste today.

I'm thinking of going on a powerwalk today, I so need it. But it's so boring. But I need it. haha. Then I need to do laundry and all that other every day stuff. But it's not that much to do. Then I need to go to the store to get dinner. Don't know what yet.

But I will start with a powerwalk.

Fuck fuckety fuck

I am so disappointed. I was gonna come today but he is sick. So no I for me.

I got another letter yesterday. This one is a bit better and he is feeling a lot better now. I was so happy! He was so sweet in this letter. I was so happy to get another letter so soon.

Yesterday was great. We went down town to meet up with my aunt so the kids could pick out a birthday present. Maja of course picked out a book, and Leo picked out a My Little Pony. Two happy kids. Then we had coffee and the kids had ice cream.

Today I'm getting my windows cleaned. I got it as a birthday present from my aunt. I don't do windows. They look worse when I'm done with them than they did before I started. But first of all I'm going on a power walk.

Happy birthday!

My baby girl is turning 11 today! She is getting so big. She's already to big to give her mother a kiss good night.

I need to go on a powerwalk today, haven't been on one of those in ages. So it's time. I hate them, but at least I have my audio books to keep me company. I will go 6 km today I think. My usual powerwalk.

When I get home it's time for a shower and go to the store. But today dinner is easy, we will have Majas favorite since it's her birthday. We will have Swedish hash. Poor Leo and me, we hate it.

Getting worried

Nope, no letter and Lilith is worried. Haven't heard from him in 7 weeks now and that's not how it usually is. So now it's a long wait until next monday. Don't think I will get a letter then.

I have the breakfast group today. I'm gonna walk there, it takes about 40 minutes. So when I'm done here I'm off. I have already showered and put on make up so I'm ready to go. The only thing left is to think of something for dinner so I know what I need to buy.

This afternoon I will try to get the kids to play some board games. Unless they wanna go outside and play, the weather is great. I didn't clean the balcony yesterday, I was to busy cleaning the toilet after Leo being sick. Maybe I'll do it tomorrow.

What am I gonna do?

Insted of getting up at 6 am I got up at 6.30 am. Bye bye alone time before the kids got up. But it was so worth it.

I'm gonna start the day with a powerwalk. My usual round of 6 km and then to the store. Dinner as usual, don't know what yet. Kalle's gonna eat with us after taking Maja home from her practice.

And then it's time for Mob Wives! Woho! I love my thursdays. Only one episode left after this one. I'm gonna cry after the last one. I hope the show comes back for another season. Or else I don't kow what to do.

How I love it!

Oh how I slept, I love my sleep. 9 and ½ hour to be exact. I was so tired from monday. So when the dishwasher was ready at 9 pm I went to bed and slept until 6.30 am.

I need to go on a powerwalk, go grocery shopping and do some laundry. The same as always. I have some tv shows I need to watch. Maybe I'll find the time this afternoon.

And food, always dinner. I hate coming up with dinner. Today we'll have something with chicken. I asked the kids but they couldn't think of anything. Maybe we'll have chicken nachos. The kids loves it.

Why I don't date

I was so tired when the alarm went of that I snoozed for 30 minutes and got up when the kids did. So no alone time for me this morning. I kept me up last night texting all the time so it was kind of late when I finally went to sleep.

My powewalk will be a bit different today. I'm gonna go down town to the pharmacy and get some meds. And then I'm gonna walk home and to the store. It will be about 6 km, like my usual round. Or maybe I will be lazy and take the bus home haha. Don't feel like walking today.

And today it's time for Mob Wives!! Yey! I love thursdays for that reason. What will I do when it ends? I'm gonna cry.

So disapointed

Yesterday me and my cousin went and got our nails done, and we are both so disapointed. I guess that you get what you are paying for. Next time we are going to Millis. She is a bit more expensive, but much, much better. When we were done we went and had coffee. It was so nice that we decided to try and do it once a week. Having coffee that is, not getting our nails done.

Today I'm going on a powerwalk. I hate it but it has to be done. I have 2 kg left to my goal weight. So powerwalks it is. But when I go grocery shopping I just know I'm gonna buy candy. It's just one of those days. So candy it is!

Then it's the usual. Cleaning, cooking and laundry. It's the same day over and over again. And I haven't heard anything about my internship yet. It has been 3 months now and nothing has happend yet. I get so sick of it, the waiting.

5 kg ago

Monday as usual

It was so hard getting up this morning, I fell asleep late last night. I was texting with I and forgot the time. Shit happens. It was worth it.

I should go out on a powerwalk, but I don't feel like it. But I should. I need to go to the store and get something for dinner. As usual. I' so sick and tired of everything that has to do with dinner.

And today Leo is coming home! How I have missed him. We talked saturday after me and my little brother had dinner. I can't wait until it's 2.30 pm and he' coming home.

I'll miss you

So I woke up at 5 am today and couldn't go back to sleep. At 6 am my alarm went off so I got up and made some strong coffee. I'm gonna need it today. Fell a sleep late because I talked to a friend so I'm a lot of hours behind on my sleep.

Friday today and Leo is going to his dad for the weekend and is coming home on monday. I'm gonna miss him so much it hurts. But Maja is still home with me.

So It's the usual friday plans. Put on some clean sheets, powerwalk, shower, cleaning and laundry. Always. When Maja gets home from school we are gonna go grocery shopping for the weekend. That means that Lilith have to come up with stuff to eat for the whole weekend. Bleh. Have I mentioned how much I hate everything that has to do with food and dinner?

I think we are gonna end the day watching a movie together. I just need to find something to stream that is fitting for a 10 year old and for her mom to enjoy as well.

When I wanna shoot myself

Last nights dinner didn't go as planned, not at all. When I took the minced meat out of the box it wasn't a nice pink/red-ish. No, It was grey and brown. Not how it should look, not even close. So that spoiled the dinner plans big time and I didn't have time to go buy something else. Thank god for left overs in the freezer.

The blizzard is back, so I really don't feel like going out on a powerwalk for 6 km and then to the store. But as Nike says; just do it. With the right clothes it will be ok. And if it's to cold I just have a shower when I come back home.

And then the usual planning of dinner. I just wanna shoot myself. How I hate everything that has to do with dinner. From the planning, to the shopping to the cooking. Not a great SAHM, I know. But I'm not home by choice. And hopefully not for very long. I have texted my case worker about my internship and that she might have to look somewhere else.

Can you have cookies for dinner?

Keep on walking (and reading)

Lilith got a letter yesterday. Yey! So happy. And so surprised since it was tuesday. But there were a lot of mail that I only get on  mondays so I guess they didn't come then. Strange. But happy! He is doing ok and that makes me happy. It was such a hopeful letter.

Today it's, as always, time for my 6 km powerwalk. I can't wait until the snow is gone and I can start running. But until then I'll keep on walking. I hate every second of it but it has to be done.

Then it's time for the grocery store. I need to figure something out for dinner. I only got one thing yesterday so I need something for today. I will have to go through my recipes to find something. Anything. God, I hate cooking. Gonna mail a letter while I'm there as well.

Then home, have a shower and do some cleaning. And wait for the kids to come home. Yesterday they were out plaing in the snow all afternoon and came in in time for dinner. So I started reading a new serie of books. So far so good, I'm on the second book. It's Night World by L.J. Smith. I need to start buying more books because I'm almost out of them. Maybe we'll do some online shopping after the kids have come home.

Books, books, books

Lilith loves sleep

Wow, I must have been tired. Fell asleep before 11 pm and woke up at 11 am. 12 hours! That's the good thing with just Maja home, I can sleep. Leo makes a lot more noice so he usually wakes me up somewhere around 9 or 10 am.

We have no plans for today, which is both nice and makes me restless. I haven't decided yet if I'm going on a powerwalk or not yet. Maja is so big that she can be alone for an hour while  I'm out. But it would be nice with a day in my pyjamas just doing nothing but some laundry.

Maja is as usual playing on her tablet and when I asked her what she wanted to do she just said nothing. That kid is so easy. Give her her tablet and a book and you won't know she is there. Maybe we'll play some board games. Or maybe I'll prepare some blog posts, I really should.

What I do know is that as usual I will write some in my letter to my friend. And hoping to get a letter from him on monday. Don't know why I'm getting them on only mondays. Have to do something with sorting the mail from overseas. He still hasn't called yet, which makes me both happy and sad. I want him to call, but it don't have to wanna talk english. It makes me nervous and I start to stutter. So the only thing I'm gonna say is yes, no and maybe. But I miss his voice.

Handwritten letters <3

Mob Wives night!

I love thursdays! It's Mob Wives night!

I was so tired this morning when the alarm went off that I snoozed until it was time for breakfast. Then Leo was still asleep so he must have been as tired as his mummy. He had a stomach ache so it was late before he went to sleep.

It's half a blizzard outside and Lilith thinks it's a good idea to go for a powerwalk for 5 km. No, Lilith never thinks it's a good idea, I'm never motivated. But I still do it because it has to be done.

I'm thinking of cleaning the kitchen today. Thinking of. I'm running low on books to read so I got nothing better to do in the afternoons. Yesterday we played a board game. Thank you mom for that christmas present! It was one of the worst thing I have ever done. But the munchkins loves that game so I guess we'll play it a lot more. Myself, I love trivial pursuit, we got that from Kalle for christmas. In this family we love board games.

I need more hours (and loose some weight)

Lilith woke up before the alarm. I can't remember when that happened last time. Had a weird dream that woke me up and I felt alert so up I went to put on some coffee.

Today is a day where I should need a few extra hours before the munchkins get home from school. I need to go on my powerwalk, the grocery store, laundry and watch the latest episodes of The Originals and PLL. And Maja comes home around 1:30 pm. 

My powerwalk only takes about an hour. I thought of skipping it, but decided not to. I have gained weight during christmas. Not much, just enough to make me feel bad about it. So I think I'll start a good audio book and get going right after the munchkins leave for school.

My usual round (in swedish)

The cure for a sore throat

Maja was kind enough to get me sick so I don't feel to great. The throat is the worst. But I wont let that, or all the ice stop me from getting out on my powerwalk for 5 km. Concidering the ice I wont go that fast. But it was heavy getting up this morning. Got up just in time for breakfast and both Maja and Leo was sleeping.

Maja got a little more energy yesterday so one more day at home and then she will be ready for school. The question is if she is ready for practice tomorrow. It depends on how she is feeling today. 

When my powerwalk is over it's time for a trip to the grocery store, we need something for dinner today. I'm thinking about hamburgers, my energy is all gone so burgers are great. I need to figure something out for tomorrow as well so I don't have to go to the store then too. I think I'll buy a Ben & Jerry as well, it's good for a sore throat.

Later today will be verry chill. I thought I would find the time to watch the latest episode of PLL that aired last night. I have to do it before the kids comes home because then I won't be able to watch in piece and quiet. With just Maja home it's like being alone so then I can climb in to bed and watch.